Maybe is the only game that gives so much passion when i play healer, its just so much between healers in scenarios and rvrv .. even in instances..!
So when i first started to play a healer and went to my first scenarios i was feeling so bad i couldnt heal everyone, like i was blaming myself if someone went out of range and died and stuff like that. Dont know if other healers experienced what im talking about.. when i was going to instances and wipes happened i was feeling totaly smashed and depressed with my toon or my skills as a healer.. well after some days i went back to older games i played .. and just realised that wipes are gonna be there and is not once fault.. its other 4-5 ppl in the same party .. wipes are a matter of teamwork except of accident wipes for excample (arioh : my kitten jumping on my keyboard when im infront of a boss and stuff like that).